Selected Poems

Reading and writing poetry, and teaching children how to write it (with California Poets In The Schools) are huge delights in my life. I love to sit in the garden and scribble poetry, with a big teacup of Earl Grey, close at hand - well, I am English. The light plays in the walnut leaves, the hummingbirds dart from the ruby sage blossoms to the golden honeysuckle, it's quite heavenly. Then later, I head to the computer— where I won't be distracted by minute whirling miracles—for the serious work of metaphors, similes and stanzas.

While being treated for cancer I found immense comfort in the poetry of Mary Oliver, Jane Hirshfield, David Whyte and Rumi. I'm sure many poets and poetry lovers share Jane's thoughts:

“I have been helped by poetry so many times in my life. In the darkest of corners and on the most difficult roads, it is the companion that travels along with me, casting an inner lamplight that does not take away the unknown, but makes it somehow more navigable, if only because we walk less alone.”
                                                                                               – Jane Hirshfield


There are 46 poems on The Gift of Love CD. I have selected one from each of the poets to share with you on this website. 



Wear Hope


Wear hope
like a red hula-hoop around your hips
and carry it like a weapon of whimsical thought.
Love hope
like you adore a field of daffodils.
Nourish hope
like you knead a loaf of bread upon rising.
Recognize hope
like you never forget the face
of your first grade teacher.

Hope wants to speak to you,
reach you like starlight
reigning down upon you
on a cold clear night
high up in the Sierras.

– Terri Glass




Transmutation

(after another bad break)

Damn!
Only April
and I have died again.
First, that virus;
then, the flood;
my dear friend’s death;
and now, these broken bones.

Tower of safety.
Tower of immortality.
Intolerable tower of self.

Numbskull, me,
how many of these illusions
must fall to the ground
before I understand?

Last night,
talking to you,
I almost got it:
the way disaster peels us,
pulls away skins
until we can kiss,
human to human,
heart to heart,

until there is nothing left
but trust.

– Linda Watanabe McFerrin




Survival

It’s called
Survival

It's about

Putting it back
Together again
With some of the
Pieces missing

– Tom Bowlin




Song

When the soul gets homesick
she goes back to when she was cut
from the hide of night, back
before the Word, when she hung
in utter silence on the moist roof
of the cave’s mouth.

She reassumes the otherworldly
shape, sleeps upside-down
and wakes with the disappearing light.
When the others have bowed their heads
and folded in their feathers,
she shakes herself and flies.

Leather-winged and blind, she cries out
until the landscape enters her like a song,
the sound of her own voice gathering
into points of light. And then she remembers
how the dark pelt from which she was taken
teemed with stars.

– Prartho Sereno




This Is Just To Say

(with a wave to William Carlos Williams)

Thank you for the peach pie
red gold, gooey, thick and crusty:
peaches carried heaped in a basket
up the hill from the tree we planted
seven years ago, watched over,
pruned, debugged, (harvested
one rock of a peach that first year)
and now its branches bent to the ground
on the uphill side, their burden of fuzzy
softening fruit almost more joy
than they can bear. 
                                

You rolled the dough
while I peeled fruit into a pail
my hands deep in the juice and pulp
my mouth smeared where I sucked
my fingers, my hair sticky on my forehead,
tiny fruit flies buzzing in the kitchen.

I helped you lift the flat crust with spatulas
and we laid it safely in the pan.  You spiced
the golden bowl with cinnamon and other secrets,
crisscrossed the top with lattice crust,
and this morning, you gone off to school,
I cut a piece and served it on a small blue plate
with milk in a blue cup. 


I ate it slowly,
noticing every bite, watching the grasses move
as the breeze swept across the distant hills.

I’ve left the rest for you, sweet baker girl.
I’ll be gone a few days,
but I’ll be thinking of you
eating peach pie.

– Gail Rudd Entrekin




For What Binds Us


There are names for what binds us:
strong forces, weak forces.
Look around, you can see them:
the skin that forms in a half-empty cup,
nails rusting into the places they join,
joints dovetailed on their own weight.
The way things stay so solidly
wherever they've been set down—
and gravity, scientists say, is weak.
And see how the flesh grows back
across a wound, with a great vehemence,
more strong
than the simple, untested surface before.
There's a name for it on horses,
when it comes back darker and raised: proud flesh,
as all flesh
is proud of its wounds, wears them
as honors given out after battle,
small triumphs pinned to the chest—
And when two people have loved each other
see how it is like a
scar between their bodies,
stronger, darker, and proud;
how the black cord makes of them a single fabric
that nothing can mend or tear.
 
– Jane Hirshfield
 



Lately


I’ve been thinking about continuity,
of knit and purl,
the patterns we make

and about colors,
how they arrive in front of our eyes
(unless we’re blind)
and then we go into another room
and rub the dog with
our hands.

Lately, I’ve been thinking about hands
how we use them to give to one another,
how we hand over a loaf of bread
or power,

And, lately, about memory--
about my mother and how hard she tried to pin it down
until she could only just be there without it,
and how even that was lovely in a way
because it required of us a certain presence.

And what about presents? What about them?

I was thinking how we can take an ornament
out of the box, hang it on a branch,
until it gleams to become more
than what it was in a box.
Light has that capacity.

– Kathy Evans




I Do Not Understand This New World

Where Everything I Want is OK

I am used to the world of Can’t
   
Where it’s all
constriction
    restriction
    limitation
    degradation
    and maybe someday (but not, really, ever)

Never allowing myself to Want
because fulfillment never comes

I understand the world where I am not enough, no matter what I do
    not good enough
    smart enough
    thin enough
    rich enough
    fun enough to enjoy

I understand the struggle
    for self worth,
    for reason
    for understanding
    for love

Yes, this, this I understand.

But this new world I find myself in?
Where love is the sunshine that saturates the land
And smiles grow like wildflowers
And where a quiet joy

bubbles just below the surface of always

I am unsure of my steps in this landscape
Where pleasure is connected to the Divine
And Joy is treasured
Where actions flow without struggle
and all timing is perfect

Where the size of my smiles,
And the gauge of my giggles,
and  my saucy hips wiggle wiggles,
Are all measured by my willingness
To Want

    Listen my friend, unfamiliar or not - I am never going back.

– T.C. Culberson




Starting Over

I imagined that you'd always
be there for me,
no matter what.

That you were the
accountable one
the hero
the faithful and true one

So where were you
why weren't you by
my side when
I needed you most

Is it immature of me
to feel this needy
cancer made me so afraid

It shook my core
ripped belief apart
left me in shreds

You left me
So I left you

You lost your
place in my heart
unreliable one

Have I been lonely, yes
I feel lost in this world
without trust

Now, years later
I'm starting over with you
How will it feel?
Can I really open
my heart once more?
Can I whisper to you in the shadows?
Will there ever be true forgiveness?
Can I love you again God?

– Michele Rivers




The Guest House


This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,
Some momentary awareness comes
As an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they're a crowd of sorrows,
Who violently sweep your house
Empty of its furniture,
Still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
For some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice
Meet them at the door laughing,
And invite them in.

Be grateful for whoever comes,
Because each has been sent
As a guide from beyond.

– Rumi • Coleman Barks




Rest Now


Rest now, your work is done,
Take the breath deep in to the cells
Who hunger for life, hunger for love.

Remember the voice of your heart
However long silenced by pain.

Your body speaks .
Her small tender voice
Reminds you of the simple joys of
Inhaling, exhaling.

Who told you that you had to work so hard
Wary and vigilant?
Who said life could not be trusted to carry your soul
To her destined home?

Rest now, breath filled,
Heart crooning.

– Judith Tripp